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OJRK.. IISSIRHEOIA.. BSIDKWTDAHTLG.. SLHAYRABADTCTM SIALTTP.. Sigh.. ALABUA BLIBTT? AVOHCRFEABU GST meh?

Admire myself..

I really admired myself for 'such' thing. Like that also can... swt!!!

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Worst Fortune Telling Experience

As I mentioned before, I went for fortune telling. After celebrating my friends birthdays and gathering, we spotted this fortune telling at the middle of the mall (Queensbay centre zone, forgot which floor) Then we took turns to get our fortune told.. my first friend fortune was very good, she say very accurate. Second one also almost accurate. Then when my third friend turn, it's partial accurate and he begin to intro some business here.

Then when reach my turn.. gosh.. he just told me everything bad about me.. don't even have any good stuff like my previous friend such as the career wise, studies or stuff like that.. but he told me something else.. and very very bad one.. kind of like cursing me on getting sick or tumor!! Swt.. Then he keep asking me do you have money? Wanna get further fortune told so that can help to prevent all those stuff?

I was like huh? Hello, you say me stingy, do you think I'll pay you money to do that? I do not believe that fortune telling can help to make your cancer away or avoid getting one if you are fated too... Sigh.. kinda regret listening to the fortune telling... T_T even got nightmare at that night.. What the..!!!

Another worst one was, he said if I were to got marry before 27 years old, I'll have 2 marriages. And my partner must be 5,7 or 10 years older. I was like, hello?? If I was married, is it I must get a divorce now?? And my partner is not even that age gap? Then is it must find another one? SWT!! RAWRRR!! Stupid fortune man, feel like punching him like the doodle there ~_~

Oh ya, I left before my friends, according to a friend, he intro something to them, that was suppose to help them improve or something which cost RM200!!! Siao.. But of cause my friend did not buy la.. crazy meh.. Mine also not accurate already to most of the stuff he mentioned!! Ish... He even nearly charged my friend RM50 for initial fortune telling but of cause we told him no..

Weird Nightmare...

I had the weirdest nightmare ever last night.. don't know is it some after effect shock from the fortune telling stuff.. ( will post a post about it later..) I actually dreamed that me and I think some of my family members.. cannot make out who are they.. not my parents I think.. we are traveling late in a small car.. not sure whether is Kancil or not..

Then we somehow want to reach home.. which is not an apartment, an actual ground house (we stay in apartment) but not a big one.. then before that, they are some people walking past our car and linger around..

Suddenly someone inside the car just grab our belonging and dash inside the house, we follow along.. then those people lingers around turned out to be thief!!! They followed us all this while!! Then we like running everywhere away from the house. Suddenly got one people grab me from behind, took a knife and cut a line across my back!! Not stab but cut, swt. I actually felt the pain and woke up @_@'''' I some more checked my back to see got blood or not.. swt.. Very weird nightmare le... T_T So surreal and scary.. Dream also can feel pain???

Dell : Make It Yours?

I submitted this as my entry but somehow it didn't even pass the review round.. so I guess I just post it here since I already drawn and colored it.. hahaha.. syiok sendiri ~_~

Tooth broke T_T

Exchange gift fun? It suck BIG time at times -_-

Sorry for being a whiner even during this festive day, but I just can't help it but to post it out, to voice out my dissatisfaction! It keep rotating in my mind along with other stuff...

I thought exchanging present was suppose to be happy and it does not matter whether the gift you got is big or small.. great.. mine was the smallest gift (does size really matter a lot??) yesterday when we exchange time.. and it even got boo-ed =_= ya maybe it was small and suck but still lucky I got a super nice friend who wanted it, then lucky the rightful owner got it instead of people who can't appreciate handmade craft.. I am glad that my 8-9hours of hardwork is being appreciated.. hmph.. boo on you guys..

It makes me realize also.. is it that my handmade craft got some issue with the guys from my course mates??? First it was my peach that got criticized..I forgot what was it already.. then my Lemon, (ok fine my lemon imagination is not good), then my cat was the most pity one..."look like it having depression"..."cacat"... sigh... then now my flower is the next victim... is it so bad my handmade stuff..?????? I wouldn't mind people criticize my work when they are better than me or at least can sew, since they would understand the hardwork behind it..hmphh....

So I made up my mind, no more handmade craft as gift next time! And I will not even let those guys to view my stuff again, except one, since we always exchange ideas. Other than they view themselves in other place, oh well.. I can't do anything bout that..

Belows are the photos of the item that the people get.. and get complained about..

There is another bag.. but I didn't take photo of it (and I admit it is for gal, since initially the plan was like that.. somehow in the end become another plan..)

The flower:

The Christmas wreath:

Seriously.. is it that bad...?? Sigh.... :'(

PS: I was suppose to post update on my trip.. I will continue it tomorrow.. thanks to who actually read this.. And Merry Christmas..

Good night sleep..? NOT

Arghhh.. I thought I can get to sleep early last night but end up sleep late again.. Thanks to my uncle and lil cousin, one who haven't came home and one who wanted to watch cartoon and don't want to sleep tho is very late already.. =_=

And thanks to them, I'm getting lil pinkies on my face and "excessive unwanted baggage" under my eyes...turning to be panda T_T

Need to get more of beauty sleep to get rid of those pimples!! Hate you pimples!!

Jinx.. part2

Seems like 'it' haven't leave me yet.. stupid jinx.. when only you want to go away.. or at least don't spread around and infect my friends and family members.. sigh... :'(
Another bad day with many many problems.. want to doodle also hard...
I guess continue my work and wait till this jinx thingy gone then I can live normally again.. till then..

Jinx..

It is sad... and guilt mixed together...
Am a jinx gal... sigh...
When only 'you' gonna leave me alone and my family as well...